Kindness......I don't know why, but I've been thinking about it a lot lately along with hugs and sweetness. This is strangely normal.
For the past month, I have been leaving random Post-it notes in random locations. Each note has something encouraging on it: "Today is your Day," "You can make it!" "Never give up on your dreams." "You are more improtant than you'll ever know." Little notes of encouragement and happiness. I think Its going to become a regualr thing.
Now to Hugs...This has been a real challenge. I struggle sometimes when it comes to gving hugs to people, its more of a struggle with members of the opposite gender. I'm trying to break this phobia, and it isn't easy. :P
A few close friends are helping me with this. 40 times I've run away + 30 Cringes + innumerable tears = A slight improvement.
But I didn't expect an overnight result either, But I'm not cringing any more and that is an improvement.
I'm working on it....as usual, its a lot harder than it looks lol ^_^
The Sweetness it the easy part, I'm trying to develop a sweet disposition....letting things roll off my back, less aggressive, learnign to soak up the special moments. I hate to say it....but I'm making an attempt to be: Cuddly.....
This is going to take a while....but, I know it will be worth it in the end. ---Praise Sharp
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